DAY 8
Today turned out somewhat different than I thought it might as my days are monopolized by the condition surrounding my father. One of the meanings of the Red SEPARATING FENCE card hinted at an emotional and/or physical distancing going on.
I did experience something like this today. There was a very indifferent mood coming from a close male friend of mine who in the past had been very much concerned for my well being. At first this bothered me but then I changed my reaction to one of being more aloof. I was sensing something behind this distancing. Perhaps my friend is fed up with all the time I spend at the hospital and making it more of a focus in my life. Perhaps he is reconsidering his involvement with me.
When I came home I threw the Lenormand cards into a full board reading to try and gain some added information around the Gentleman card. You can do this. The cards not only reveal what’s happening around you but also a special or significant someone in your life. I did this mainly to see if the Lenormand cards tied in with the Pages of Shustah SEPARATING FENCE card.
In the current column I had these two cards above the LADY (me).
I find this duo very interesting because to some degree they tie in with the SEPARATING FENCE. The COFFIN above the GENTLEMAN indicates he is thinking of an ending or is not all there emotionally speaking. Could it be he has given up and does not plan to put any more effort into our connection.
The experience of the Red Shustah card today certainly felt like he may be contemplating on pulling away from me due to the disturbances in my life right now. This does sadden me but I know I have to let go of any attachments and accept what will be unconditionally.
Maybe today was just one of those plateau days. As always tomorrow is a new day.
